THE FISHY STARSHIP

Gmorning and its 9. im about haven’t got a proper nap. just somehow i have to prepare all the things up to do at 10. yes, a course. syuper intensives course. it actually is my daily activities fo the college.

i just on my way to be a collegian. definitely architecture collegian. amin. thats not my wish probably. thats my way back to future. so i think its fair enough for me gives a little freedom to be transformed as an effort, for making a future.

i wish it’ll be made up next several months.

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damn i just remembered with the pirate. she’s came back to me. so can you remember? i felt like im so retardedly thought that will accept her back. so it’ll be kinda my freedom being more narrow. sucha egoistic, but really its mine and her had been doing those with a boy out there. i think and would rather be more comfy w/o her besides me. and i’ll not reject and maybe dump her rapidly either. even also her words on some micro-blogging made me been being not respectable to her. sorry for any.

i think this’s a more-than-any-labile post. that is a really sorry i’ve wrote to you, my dear. we couldn’t be sucha part of romantics life anymore.

..and youre like a moon which always brights on my nights, even youll never be a sunsets that i love to watch everytime i am being empty.

thanks dearest,

an imperfectly lover

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check this out if only you could be god. or even it’s you.

yes, you.

i dunno what the heck just happened with me.

i just being more melancholic.

started with happily awakened, i didnt knew actually to called mine. however when i searched to this world, then its probably answered as lucid dream. i know, its a day off and completely added with those in between.

well then theres such silly thing to shared and to be listened, hmm i did cooking, alone, haha well it just a honey toast waffel that i’ve learned from my mom’s daily. i dunno but always thinks theres a sweet moment when you just rememorizes and actually redoes what your parents have taught.

and soooooooo.. as usual when i does somethings lonely, it makes sense of me being anyone famous then figure as them in it. likely i had figuring as the host of cooking channel.

oya, this noon was like everybody mostly said that weathers are totally burns. so i thought, i’ve to decided to bought some j.cool even the weather is totally worst. as usual, with almond+melon mochi+kitkat toppings. it just always brings me to nostalgic moments with someone *blushing* that have turned my sense of tastes away.

then i enjoyed every mouthful of those. with M83’s songs accompanied. yeas, M83 certainly does it well.

its been played till i awakened for twice and wrote this. and i truly have learned about how to memorizing some sweet nostalgic thingies.

and the whole ended here..

every rememorizes are the sweets, the rests are just nightmares.

D’oh! 

i just done my school’s exam for a week. and eventhough, now am feelin not really that happy. cause truly, i hate to says this, that i still have a practices exams next monday. and gotta works on NAMA.’s design deadline.

more extras support for energizin’ me. more hard works due to NAMA.’s successes. prays on god for me, please.

i’ve some witness that caught you off, little pirate. it sounds miserable listen up to their reports, even truth isn’t always told nicely. with your marked left, you doin’ as i never know those. as i never exist anymore.

sincerely,

a dreamful captain

There was a time when my world was filled with darkness, darkness, darkness
And I stopped dreaming now
I’m supposed to fill it up with something, something , something
 

In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody I knew before long long long ago
But I’m still trying to make my mind up
Am I free or am I tied up?

I change shapes just to hide in this place but I’m still, I’m still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when I slip yeah I slip
I’m still an animal

There is a hole and I tried to fill up with money, money , money
But it gets bigger to your hopes is always
Running,running,running

In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody of who could be strong
Tell me if I’m wrong
And now I’m pulling your disguise up
Are you free or are you tied up?

I change shapes just to hide in this place

but I’m still I’m still an animal

Nobody knows it but me when I slip
I’m still an animal

I change shapes just to hide in this place
But I’m still I’m still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when I slip, yeah I slip
I’m still an animal

I change shapes just to hide in this place
But I’m still, I’m still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when I slip yeah I slip
I’m still an animal

yeah thats an animal said, the animal’s hopes. but therefore we never used to be as one. the animal never tries to be the king of sanctuary. never tries to getting more convenience together.